
Friday, May 18, 2007
thanks nat <33the truth hurts worse than anything i could bring myself to do to you.i'll keep singing this lie if you'll keep believing it.i'm sick of how fake everyone, everything, is.sick of life, sick of everything in general.it's not like i really have much of a choice, really.wake-up call;i'll show you.i'll make it good.even if it means going sleepless.i'll show you.sometimes i wonder if you're blind, oblivious, or you simply don't care.and it's these little things that make my day.you just love to spoil everything, dont you.randomness-
lost myself at 1:40 AM
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
i'm extremely pissed and irritated right now.and i know it's probably wrong to be angry with you.but i mean,what's your problem.can't you at least freaking give them a chance.at least hear them out.have you ever heard of not judging others.well, isn't that exactly what you're doing right now.and can you please freaking control your temper for once.and don't think you know everything, and you're always right and the other party's always wrong.cos that's not true.furthermore, i'm the one having the problem. me. don't i at least get a say in this.why does everything have to go YOUR way.as i said, you're not always right.and you're not even giving them a chance to be heard.tell me if you're being fair to them or not.okay maybe you think you are.but i dont think so.and since it's MY problem, dont I get to make the choice.rahh i'm really irritated now. darn.please do not irritate me.cos i do not want to blow up at you.i should learn to control my irritation level.i'm getting very easily irritated nowadays.darn.i don't think it's entirely my fault, it takes two hands to clap, doesn't it.
lost myself at 9:19 PM