
Saturday, March 31, 2007
i just screwed up. big time.damn this is like a blind man leading another, how'd we expect to get anywhere?
lost myself at 10:00 PM
everything's just so screwed. seriously.some things you say hurt more than all my pain combined. but it's not your fault.why am i such a selfish ass. i can't make things better and instead make them worse. i can't sense what you need. why can't i think of your feelings first before i do anything. why do i keep doing such stupid things.sometimes i feel like i need someone to shake me and wake me up. someone to help me out of this rut. i'm not who you think i am; i'm who you think i'm not.
lost myself at 12:14 AM
Thursday, March 29, 2007
i feel very undeserving.i'm really at a loss..
lost myself at 9:55 PM
very few people actually practice what they preach.it's hard, isn't it.to you, i'm sorry.
lost myself at 9:04 PM
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
i don't know what to do anymore. i really don't. it seems like everything's crashing down once more.i can't help you, i can't help myself. i can't help anyone. and i end up hurting everyone else. i feel useless. i feel really helpless.i really don't know what to do/say/think anymore. sorry.29more days. 250407.
lost myself at 9:38 PM
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
i feel like i'm stuck in between, torn apart by both ends.
lost myself at 10:37 PM
i dont know what to say. i dont know what to do. i just feel so helpless.i want to help you, but i cant even help myself. i really dont know what to do anymore.i'm confused. i'm lost. i'm tired. i'm drained. i need some time.
lost myself at 10:31 PM
Monday, March 26, 2007
go nybt(:go nyc.thank you people you all've been greatgreat friends.please don't. i'm stopping myself, controlling. it's not easy i know. but you can do it, we can do it. let's pull through together okay. i'll always be here for you, and always have a listening ear to lend you. what are friends for? and that applies to everyone else as well. i'm here, i love you.
lost myself at 8:05 PM