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Saturday, August 26, 2006

A-Available: yes?
B- Best Friend: i don't exactly believe in best friends. But if anyone, pennytan, kellytan, huimin, adeline, track6<3
C- Crush: LADIDA XD
D- Dad's name: what would it benefit you if you were to find out?
E- Easiest Person To Talk: actually... no one. myself, perhaps
F- Favourite Band: is The Choirboys counted?(:
G- Gummy Bears or Wormserrr: gummy bears i guess. they taste the same to me!(:
H- Hometown: singapore
I- Intruments: piano (exam coming =X) , recorder? and glockenspiels(:
J- Job: student.
K- Kids: i believe i'm still underage(:
L - Longest Car Ride: a few hours? i was too carsick to notice. either that or i was asleep XD
M - Milk Flavor: chocolate. :D
N - Number Of Siblings: 1.
O - One Wish: <3 (:
P - Phobias: of PICTURES of ants. i'm not afraid of the real darned thing!XD
Q - Favorite Quote: "once a monster, always a monster"-hui min [edited version of "once a chorister, always a chorister"-ME]
R - Reason To Smile: when i see HIM(:
S - Song You Last Heard: right now: stay with me-Libera
T - Time You Woke Uptoday: i have no idea(:
U - Unknown Fact About Me: i sing better with a sore throat? sometimes.
V - Vegetable: BITTER GOURD AND LADY'S FINGERS!!XD <3
W - Worst Habits: I am a GOOD girl(: probably singing in the bathroom/lift >.<
X - X-Ray: huh.
Y - Your Favorite Food: chocolate? (:
Z - Zodiac Sign: monkey (:

"Sometimes I wish I was a little girl again--because bruised knees heal faster than broken hearts."---Unknown
all the above is taken from jiawen's blog(:

i'm jealous. how un-jemima-like. i shall try not to be jealous(:
it's difficult):

my papa wants me off the comp so he can sleep><
okay byee(:

-jem<3

lost myself at 11:41 PM

Friday, August 25, 2006

okay. it's 12.53am and i GIVE UP on the stupid essay. I hit 300 plus words but the entire thing is just full of disjointed thoughts and sentences. i guess i'm too tired to think straight. my head's like spinning even as i type this. so i'm not gonna hand it up tomorrow if the teacher decides to extend the deadline then maybe i'll hand it in. WHY DID I EVEN VOLUNTEER TO DO THIS?! sheesh.
i'm like super super tired ):
12.55
gdnight(:

oh yeah all the best Louis for your debate finals and performance(:
bye(:
12.56

lost myself at 1:01 AM

lost myself at 12:55 AM

okay. I'm trying to complete that essay due tomorrow. And I have loads of other stuff undone. WELL DONE JEM. I'm trying to do it for the sake of doing it and showing that at least I handed in something. I'm sure I won't win anyway. I'm very very tired and worn out and fed up. Especially worn out today. recording songs ain't easy. especially when you're in a big group like a choir. okay grammer shall get lousy from here on i'm too lazy. we managed to record 2 out of the 4 school songs. seriously today after singing+hearing= (INSANE) the school song and the graduation song at least 50 times i seriously do not want to hear this two songs for the rest of my life! or at least not for the rest of this week. GOSH. headache+writer's block+the thought of undone stuff= severe headache! >.<

my life is in a complete mess ><

anyway a quote:
but for those that love, time is eternity.
how true.

lost myself at 12:10 AM

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

I'm being annoying. At least, I think I am.
I'm having writer's block. Not that I'm a writer, but still, writer's block. And I can't think of anything to write for that dumb essay. And Sarah Por's finished it. AND she wrote what i wanted to write. I guess I've gotta start thinking again. Or wait for inspiration to hit me. Then my hand can go on auto-pilot. It happens sometimes.
On the other hand (pun not intended), I'm feeling musical. Not that I wasn't feeling musical before this. FINE. I'm feeling MORE musical these few days. I've churned out two songs in i-can't-remember how many days. Not exactly. I got the main idea for the first one some time ago. Then I forgot all about it. Then suddenly someday with the last week or so I started playing it and refining it till I was pretty happy with it. Then I recorded it. And improvised a little while recording. That's why it's a little jerky. Then suddenly yesterday or some day I was tinkering a few notes and decided it was nice for the starting of a song. So I decided to record it today and somehow or another my fingers decided to go on auto-pilot and I managed to created another song! I feel so accomplished.

LALALALA the people I've asked for opinions say it's quite nice. I'll send it to you if you ask me(: it's 12.10am. Should I go sleep? I haven't finished/started my essay. Should I even do it? Can someone give me inspiration? BLEH.

and here I am
standing there
loving you

<3

oh yeah there's choir tmr<3 we're recording the school songs. I can't exactly imagine how old the current recording is. It was around even before Mrs Ee was a student in the school. Definitely more than a decade old. Maybe two even. So this means... OUR VOICES WILL GO DOWN IN HISTORY!
I shall be proud of my school song! I am, after all, a NANYANG ger. And in NANYANG choir. so I shall be proud of the NANYANG school song(:

just a fool in love...

lost myself at 11:02 PM

Monday, August 21, 2006

'The hot dog is the noblest of dogs, besides being overly attractive, it feeds the hand that bites it.'Gosh. I simply love ting yin. She'd make a great philosopher.

I have a stupid essay to write for this competition i don't know why I volunteered to sign up but anyway I do NOT have inspiration and I'm dying cos i can't crap out an essay on the theme 'that's hot' (how dumb) by this FRIDAY. gosh.

Today we were doing the thing for lang arts on Romeo and Juliet on the different attitudes to love and that set me thinking (as well as ting's blog). Is there such a thing as Love at first sight? I dunno... How do you tell when it's true pure love or just temporary romantic infatuation? I dunno. How do you even define 'love'? I dunno either. How am I supposed to know if what I'm suffering from/ enjoying now is even LOVE? I dunno. Is love at first sight just superficial? I dunno. I never believed in love at first sight. Until... recently. But then again, it depends on how you define love. Hmmm. Isn't love just such a subjective thing? But then again, isn't everything?

from dictionary.com
love
A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance.

ohwell.

on saturday I hibernated into the study corner. yawn. and I drank 1 litre of milo there>.<
I think that's the reason why I'm having a sore throat now. ohwell. I shall go buy strepsils tmr(:

bye(:
love at first sight?

lost myself at 11:14 PM