
Friday, June 01, 2007
i'll find myself soon, i will.i can't afford not to.i just hope it's not too late.i miss you.rather, i miss the old you. i miss the you the way you were.and you,i miss you too.everything's changing,so have you.i'm fine, don't worry(:more like, i'm worried about you.i don't know why.yesterday, instinctively, i kept staring at your arm.i don't really know what i was looking for.but when i saw it, it hurt, alot.i don't know why, maybe i just don't want to see yet another person walk down this self-destructive path.and it's difficult to get out off, i know this for a fact.so yes, please, i care for you, i love you. many people do, and you're not the failure you think you are.please dont do this to yourself anymoreand yes, i'm fine, don't worry yourself with me(:<3after silence, that which comes nearest to expressing the inexpressible is musicyesterday's performance was largely fufilling, yet also a rather sad affair.probably our last proper concert with the sec4s. i'll really miss them.seems like just yesterday, when we were just secones and they sectwos.and suddenly, they're leaving, and we're going to be the seniors and take over.they've left such large shoes for us to fill, i largely doubt my batch's ability to adequetely take over.haha, i'm babbling again.
lost myself at 6:08 PM