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Tuesday, April 17, 2007
i'm tired. i'm really tired. i'm tired of trying. tired of everything. i'm worn out. really. i'm too tired to hold out anymore.what's wrong with my voice.EIGHT more days.8.i hate my voice.i hate myself.i can't even help myself. can't correct something that's within my means to. can't sing properly.if i'm not to blame, then who is?trying too hard? or just simply not enough?i'm drained. mentally; emotionally, even physically.i'm slipping, slowly but surely.i'm sorry for crying today; i'm sorry for not trying harder; i'm sorry that my best, my 110% isn't enough. i'm sorry that i can't make my voice sound better; i'm sorry i can't get the sound out; i'm sorry my pitching sucks; i'm sorry my voice quality sucks; i'm sorry for crying today; i'm sorry for everything.all i can do now is just try harder. and hope i hold out, hope my voice holds out, hope everything works out fine. hope.&wipe my tears awaymy grip's just loosening..
lost myself at 8:22 PM