Friday, April 27, 2007
i think i'm too trusting at times.
and here i am again, as the third party.
trying to barge into another friendship.
trying to take someone else's friend away.
i know more than you know i know.
i find it strange how my friendships never take flight.
i find my ability to drift away from even my closest friends strange.
i think it's just me, i'm just irritating.
well, should i stop trying?
i think i should. before things turn ugly all over again.
i trusted you. you lied to me, time and time again.
i found out. but here i am, still forcing myself to trust you, to believe you.
am i stupid, or am i stupid.
sometimes, ignorance is bliss. really.
i'm trying to hate you. but i cant.
i dont know how i should be feeling right now.it's okay, i'm fine(: post-SYF withdrawal.
lost myself at 1:46 AM