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Tuesday, March 13, 2007
today i felt like crying. twice. but there were no tears. somehow. ohwell.you know it's hard, very hard, and tiring to keep stopping and controlling myself. just so to keep that promise.she was right. don't make promises you can't keep. but i've made one. and i don't want to break it anymore. so i'll try. hard.sometimes i just feel like a hypocrite. i try to help others, comfort them, talk to them, tell them what to do, give them love and care. when i can't even help myself. can't even take care of myself. maybe i should just stop helping. just stop caring. maybe i should just take care of myself first. but that'd be selfish. maybe i should just learn to give more. and take less. because ultimately, it's those around me that matter. i'll give, till i have nothing more to give.i know how you're feeling, i know you need love. i know you need someone to talk to. i know, because i too feel what you feel. i can be that someone. talk to me. i can give you the love you need. when you feel like crying, come and talk to me. i might cheer you up. or i can cry with you. i'll always be here for you. i'll give you all i can. what are friends for?
lost myself at 4:01 PM