Friday, March 02, 2007
i'm sorry. i know you're trying to help. i know you really care. i know you really love to care. but i know you're tired. you can't help everyone. you can't love everyone. you'll just drain youself out. you're already tired. i can see that. you know that for yourself. i know you care and you really want to help me. and i really appreciate that. but please don't get affected by what i do. it's not worth it, really. it's not worth being hurt when i am. you live your life for yourself and not for others. because it's not possible for you to keep giving. it really isn't. i really don't want you to get hurt because of me. you're right. when will enough ever be enough? i'm really sorry. i know you're tired. so maybe you should just stop caring about me. cos there'll be more people worth caring for. i'm not worth your time, effort and hurt.please, i'm really sorry.
lost myself at 11:47 PM