Tuesday, March 13, 2007
i wonder why i'm not tired. even after just 30min of sleep last night/thismorning.i guess i'll die young. ohwell.don't give too much. remember to take. cos although you think you're strong enough and your breaking point is still far away, you really never know. there'll always be a limit to how much love and care you can give. i thought i was strong enough, i gave and gave. and i snapped. it's been pretty long. but i'm still drained. very drained and tired. and empty. i dont want you to end up like that. cos i need you. you're right, many other people do too. but you cant just keep giving to everyone. you have to learn when to stop. cos i dont want you to end up like me. i dont want you be drained. esp if i'm part of the reason.i'm sorry, and i'll try to keep my promise. i will.i really hope i can sleep tonight.
lost myself at 12:15 AM