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Friday, February 09, 2007
gosh i'm very tired.math is killing me.and deb i'm really sorry for leaving you t do the IH proposal last night. but i was seriously very very tired. i think even if i stayed around i couldnt have done much. i think i finally know what brain dead really is like. i was trying t type out the stats for the proposal. i think my fingers went on auto mode and my brain was totally dead. so it when i managed to slap myself out of that mode it looked something like this. 30.26 52.98 69.54 16.75 etc. the numbers didnt even make any sense. just totally totally random. then i tried t do the analysing thing. realised i kept repeating myself. went smth like. although the total population is increasing total population is increasing it consists consists of less and less people between 0-14 9 852 years and more more in 65 years older range older range the birthrate is declining is declining etc. you get the idea right. but still, excuses. i could have tried harder t keep myself awake. sorry deb=X please get un-pissed.i think i need a best friend. but then again i'm kinda glad i dont have one. if i get so affected by a friend being pissed with me i dont know what'll happen if my best friend gets pissed with me. again, i dont believe in best friends. at least i dont think i do.but then again i'm really thankful for having such great friends that do care. life wouldnt be the same without you guys/girls. thanks alot(:o lvl results out today. somehow makes me nervous. for people who i dont even know. ohwell. sometimes i wish i was in o lvl track. probably would lead more normal lives. as mrkuo says. you guys [meaning us girls] have no life. i think it's very true. all these work tests projects are driving me crazy. and i believe everyone else too. i'm getting so drained i cant even enjoy choir properly. that sucks. being somewhere and doing something you like and enjoy but cant enjoy. being in o lvl track would probably mean me having a chance to get into rjc too. i dont think i have a chance, being affiliated t hcjc. even if MOE allows it, why should rjc want me.i think i was in a really bad mood today and having someone being pissed with me didnt make it better. sorry if i was being a total bitch and if i offended any one sorry yeah. esp charis and ppl who i was doing the impromptu chem thing with. yeah sorry for blowing up suddenly.oh i'm stopping voice lessons till syf's over. daddy thinks i'm too busy for my own good and health. apparently i'll probably die soon if i continue to sleep at these hours.choir workshop tmr. i guess i should be excited.nothing much in life really excites me nowadays. mum and dad didnt want me t go t church tonight cos they said i need more sleep and time to do my hw cos i have workshop and reunion dinner tmr. i guess. and that's why i'm here.i really need more time. so much stuff to do and too little time.oh after choir i was helping jiamin carry her files while she got some stuff and i somehow held it in such a way that now there's an abrasion just at my right wrist. so no, dont worry i didnt attempt suicide. we did the steps for como during choir. thought up steps by level, then had t perform. i think sec3s' performance leaves much t be desired, but i think we have improved quite a bit, in voice as well as united-ness. but still. have eons more t work on. we must do well for workshop tmr. we're meeting all of misslim's girls' choirs. the worst one wont get t meet mstham's choirs. so tmr's workshop does decide our future in a sense.i wish time would just freeze. now.oh apparently i fell asleep during chinese. and apparently caroline and joy said my eyes were open. and i think i was in quite a deep sleep. cos i didnt even hear the rest greeting the teacher. the xiexie wulaoshi zaijian wulaoshi thing. so weird.my sore throat's not getting any better. and my voice is still horrible. and my high notes are still as bad.i had something else t say but i cant remember now. shall update later if i remember.oh, and thanks geoff(:
lost myself at 9:57 PM