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Thursday, January 11, 2007
okay. i seriously shouldnt be here. but my parents are out and my sis is sleeping. so i can do pretty much what i want for now. it's 12.25am.shall skip over many things today.-blahblah- went to cc to supposedly do hw. dragged chou with me(: ended up going to j8 to buy food. brought to the playground and ate and talked. as usual talked abt the same kind of crap. somehow talking crap to chou is really relieving for me. like something i want to say but just cant say but somehow can just say to chou. okay i know i'm not making much sense=.= but yeah. thanks chou for always listening to my crap. i think our personalities are pretty much alike. just that i talk more XD talked for like more than an hour or two. just talked lotsa crap. abt cca, class, sch, friendships etc. talked until my mum called me to tell me to go home.-blahblah-oh choir lunch prac today was quite okay. like quite few ppl but that was because sop2s had vocal training i think. SING PEOPLE SING. SING LIKE YOU MEAN IT. AND YOU MUST MEAN IT. IF NOT THERE'LL BE NO POINT IN SINGING. dont you think so? what's the point of joining choir if you dont want and like to sing? SO SING LIKE YOU MEAN IT. AND MEAN IT. FEEL THE PASSION. AND SING THE PASSION.ruimin asked me to take lunch prac tmr. cos there's music comm meeting tmr.moot parliament! proposal due nxt friday. work hard ppl!i think this is like my first proper post in a long time.------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------we've often talked about this. what do i want to be when i grow up? i want to teach music. for a time, i wanted to be a pianist/piano teacher. a few years back i changed my mind. i still wanted to teach music. but i wanted to be a choir conductor. somehow, you've never supported this ambition. you call it idealism. i dont think so. i call it passion. i just want to give music to the world through voice. she doesnt want me to be a singer, fine. not that i really want to be one. i just want to convey my love a passion for choir and singing to others. it doesnt matter if i dont earn much, or have to slog hard for long hours. it won't be easy, i know. singing's not something that you can give up for a few years to study and continue it later as a "hobby or interest". i want to get a scholarship to study voice overseas. will you support that descision?/quotewould you rather i be happy with plunging into that rat race to get to the top of the food chain, or would you rather i be happy with doing something i am gifted at, doing something i believe in? i mean. money is important, yes. but unfortunately i'm not happy with just money alone. yeah i said i wanted to be a music teacher - it's because i believe in the job. i honestly would like to teach other people how to enjoy and appreciate music. it's not just for the money. i said wouldn't mind being in the service industry either - cos it'd mean i can make people smile. if you'd ask me to choose - make one kid happy, give him self-confidence by teaching him music; or one funky white sportscar. i'd choose the former. which would you rather i choose?/end quoteit's the same. i'd rather make some kid happy by teaching him/her music. i'd rather spread the joy and passion i feel when i sing and bring happiness to others. it's not all about money. money can't buy you everything.------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------should i take my piano or voice exam this year. i havent even managed to find a voice teacher yet. if you only let me choose one i'll rather take voice. i know you'll say that it's rather wasted seeing i've come this far. i think so too. but singing's special to me. i dont know why you cant support me on this. it's still music, but in a different form. yes. i like piano. i love playing it. it's a very beautiful instrument. deep, heartfelt emotions can be conveyed through your fingertips dancing off the black and white keys. singing's just... different. it's something i cant explain. maybe it's just me. but on the other hand i'll finish my piano. i promise myself this.------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------so i say thank you for the music, for giving it to me-all the way nyc<312.58am
lost myself at 12:22 AM