
Sunday, January 28, 2007
hello(:so tired now. but have loads of hw):was just thinking. yest mrkuo let us watch parts of coach carter. after that he said some stuff that i thought was really meaningful. at least a break from his usual crapXDhe said that this being the syf year, getting that gold with honours would probably be very important to most of us. and we'd probably be training real hard to achieve that three words for our status. but, we must remember where our priority lies. with our cca, or with our studies? would we sacrifice our studies and results and marks for our cca? we must learn to strike a balance, and he would not hesitate to ensure we are pulled out of syf should he see our grades dropping.achieving that gold with honours is really important to me. important to me as both an individual and as a member of nyc. mrkuo's right. our seniors do come back and pressurize us on getting that. that we've always achieved gold and goldwithhonours for how many years in a row and whatnot. and yes, we're all training really hard and it'll get tougher soon. but i'm wondering, where are my priorities? would i put choir over studies? would i let my studies suffer for choir? i really dont know. i know the logical answer is that choir isnt half as important as studies and all that. but at the moment i know my priority is really on choir. i know it's not good but i cant really help it. practically my entire world revolves around choir. the only thing i look forward to in school is choir. my life is made up of choir and music. nothing else really bothers much. and that's very bad, i know. i really cant help it. i'm trying. i really am. i want the best of both worlds. to get good results for both studies and choir. but i know it's not really logical and realistic. i must choose one. but i cant.gosh i'm so going to fall asleep in church tmr man. so tired. no i cant sleep in church! i shall keep myself awake. whatever it takes.so much hw to finish. falling asleep. NO JEM NO. WORK. finish your work THEN go to sleep.gahh.
lost myself at 12:37 AM