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Friday, June 02, 2006
im feeling reflective today(:half the year has come and gone... it has passed by in a flurry of events... almost like one long dream... in fact, the past one and a half years have been really like a dream... a good dream... i was just reading my previous posts. on 31st december 2005 i had a post about the past year. i realised that since then, many things have changed. but some things still remain the same. "this past year has gone by in what seems like just a flash.second by second,minute by minute,hour by hour,day by day,month by month.now,before you know it,the new year is here." again,even before i know it, half a year has slipped past. i still can remember when i was typing that post last year. anticipating the new year.stepping forward into sec2. now, before i know it i'll be sec3. "i shall not hesitate to say that i have matured much this past year.i think many of us have,as we started into a new year,especially those of us stepping into a new phase of life.i've many supportive friends,and i thank God for giving them as a blessing in my life.ash,cy,jonathan,joseph,jason[grumpy ah gong ]the list goes on....."now i still have many supportive friends, in fact, even more. to add to the list this year....penny, kelly, sam w, hui min, adeline... friends have changed, and yes, new friends have been made. i dont know when and how, but alot of people i was previously close to have drifted away, and people that were mere accquaintences, although we were in the same class for the whole of last year,have become my closest and dearest friends. i still remember for the first 3 quarters of last year, i think penny(dont mind yar?) disliked me. she stayed her distance and i stayed mine. and now one year on, we have become rather close and actually she has been my closest confidante and counsellor (although i dont think she knows it). dont ask me how. maybe it was the many hours we spent together doing our OM. maybe it was sec2 lifeskills camp. i dont know. but i do know that it's God's plan."of course,without God holding my hand,and leading me,my life would be probably be in more of a mess than it is now.he held my hand,and stopped me from falling.when i did fall,he lifted me up again.as ashhy has said(dont mind if i copy,do you? *smiles innocently*),i am afraid to face the new year.it's a fact.i dont know what's in store for me.what heartbreaks,what lessons,what surprises.i dont know how many times i'll fall.but i know that everything will work together for my good,as in God's plan,"all things work together for good to them that love God ,to them who are the called according to His purpose"(romans 8.28)"one thing that hasnt changed and never will is GOD. and yes, i am still afraid to face the future. the choir concert, piano exam, eoys, and yes, again the new year. i'm afraid. i'm afraid to lose the friends i have. i'm afraid of doing badly in school. i'm afraid of being sent to a class where i know nobody next year. i'm afraid. but i take comfort in the fact that God is there. and that He has sent me all my wonderful friends as added blessings to my life. and i hope i shall never wake up from this beautiful dream...and again my favourite verse of all time "all things work together for good to them that love God ,to them who are the called according to His purpose"(romans 8.28)
lost myself at 1:09 PM