
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
you cant believe how brilliant i am.out of 3 tests we got back,i passed ONE.one.who brilliant i am.people argue that since nanyang is an "elite" school,the test papers should be more difficult.but they dont realise that since we are in that "elite" school,we are supposed to be "elite".(which i most certainly am not).and since we are "elite" we are supposed to pass those "elite-ly" set test papers with flying colours since we supposedly "elite".am i making sense?i guess not.i guess there's no other way.i'll be having my math and chinese tests tomorrow.two tests in one day.and i havent started studying.i guess the only way out is to mugg.just mugg.mugg my life away.that's my only choice, i guess.i'm just not elite enough to be in this elite school.that's why some people can get it easy.and i'm one of those that cant.i chose to come to this school.this school deemed elite.i could have chosen the easier way.i could have gone to some neighbourhood school.then i'd be having no problems with homeworka and tests and all.but i chose to come here.and i dont regret my choice.i got myself into this and i'll get myself out of it.i will,and i must.i love you for what you are x)
lost myself at 12:38 PM